Yeah it's finally OCTOBER!!!
The day that I've been waiting for is finally getting nearer!!!
Nope not the Taiwan trip,
That's in November.
Neither is it my ORD date,
That's in November too.
It's my Birthday month!!
WOO HOO!!

Honestly,
I'm a little scared of what's going to happen.
(What a jump right? You'll get use to it)
As in the number 21 would represent a new set of responsibilities,
A new set of rules I'll have to follow,
A new path that I might need to take.

NS is like my comfort zone,
You're paid every month,
Although the amount is never enough,
At least I'm PAID and I've got a job!!
After my ORD date,
I'll be jobless all over again.
How to give to building fund like that?
What about Uni?
How i wish UniSIM can lower their fees?
Dream on Ben.

Looking at the baby me,
Can I just stay that age and stop growing?
Erm.. Peter Pan's island is a not bad idea. :)

So going to need a full time job or something,
Goodness.
Adulthood is throwing me off!
Like totally!

Ok back to me having my Birthday.
No parties for me.
The money is spend on my Taiwan trip,
Which is sponsored fully by my parents. :)
In another words,
No big cakes, no gatherings, no big crowds wishing me Happy Birthday,
And of cos no close friends coming to decorate the party/room.

I mean who doesn't want a party for their 21st?
Or lots of friends around celebrating together?
Haha It's ok,
I'll try to get a few close friends to come together for a dinner or something.
What can i do? Haha.
It will be better that way i think.
No sabos!
Totally hate them man.
Don't ask me to scream across a big shopping mall from the top level saying,
'IT'S MY BIRTHDAY TODAY! WISH ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY!'
I'm not going to do that even if you're holding on to my present.
I'll just walk off,
Mail the present to me. :)
Yeah I'm not sporting at all. :P

Need to pray up and hope that I'll be stronger and fitter spiritually!!
Birthdays are days for people to come together to affirm and to celebrate.
Wish I'll be able to do that for all my friends too.

Yeah One more to go till I'm at October. :D
I'm so weird at times. Haha.

Oh I've been eating and sleeping and dreaming about TAIWAN MAN!!
Lots of weird dreams about Taiwan.
Like one of them was getting lost on the streets,
And a stranger brought me shopping?? :)
Another one was getting to know a Singaporean living in Taiwan,
Who teaches English. :)
More to come I tell you..
I CAN'T WAIT TO GO TAIWAN LA!!!
Hope the weather there is cooler in Nov. :)

It has been really really really warm for the past few days man!!
I'm like changing my bedsheets weekly.
As i perspire alot and yes the bedsheets are wet in the morning.
So so so so WARM!!!
That's why i can't wait to go Taiwan la!

And that reminds me,
I need to save up to shop too.
Itouch erm.. Can wait bah.
Taiwan comes first. :)

5th Oct '09

Like I've said I just need a post to fill in the months.
I guess i forgot to talk about that piece of tiny hair in my earlier entries.
Ok fine some have guessed it.
Yes it's NOSE HAIR!! :D
I'm still quite amazed by it's thickness though. Haha!

I must try my best to read try and read the bible man.
My One year bible is still stuck at Jan. Hee hee.
That's pretty bad huh?
With much free time now i think it's time to get back to some reading.
Oh I mention,
I'm clearing my leaves and offs now.
With 12 days of leave and 5.5 days of off,
I'm practically sleeping at home.
And yes like i mentioned in the previous entry,
Falling sick. :)
It's kinda boring at times,
CALL ME OUT!!
(If anyone is seeing this!)


5th Oct '09

Woah I think I'll have to add a few more fake posts,
In order to get to October. Haha.
These few months have been rather tiring.
Falling sick and again and again.
One after another.
Goodness I think I need to go for a full body check up or something.

Got to share a totally awesome website!
http://1000awesomethings.com
Just click on the link above!

It's super awesome,
This girl from 'i-don't-know-where'
Listed down little things which she thinks is totally awesome!
It's really cool!
Like the latest entry was,
Running for the bus or train and actually catch it!
It's these small little things that made our lives colorful. :D
And I totally agree with her.

More posts to come till I reaches the current month!!
5th Oct '09

I missed service again.
Yes like again.
I got knocked out since like 2 plus in the afternoon.
And i woke up at 7 plus.
I really feel so sick,
And tired,
So exhausted.

I've been really tired for the pass few weeks.
I don't even know if sleeping helps now.
Plus my throat is hurting now, with a rising temperature.
More medications?
More rest?
It's a myth for me now.

They say the grass is always greener on the other side.
Is it true for me?
From S2 branch to MDC. Maybe.
I prayed, I hoped, I longed to go over to MDC.
Now I'm in it,
With just 3 months left?
And the Artist side is calling out to me. Haha.
Neh It's not going to happen.
So Just enjoy watching them. :D

Tired~~
Signing off.
8th Aug '09

I'm picking myself up slowly.
Bit by bit but surely.
I know someday I'll snap out of it.
Ben stand strong!
Stand strong!!

I totally missed our church's 20th Anniversary.
I'm super super super sad!
Like super.
Looking at the video clips in Youtube now,
How I want to be part of that?
How I want to be there?
Maybe it's like the old saying,
Absent makes the heart fonder.
Missing it,
Didn't get to go for it,
Makes me Love church even more!

Yeah It's another fake post.
The actual date now is the 5th of Aug.
I shall fake my way through till I finally write enough posts.

"Because of You, the weak say "I'm strong"
Because of You, the broken have a song
Because of You, there's no need to fear
Hope steadfast, ever sure."

Current mood: Pissed
Don't waste my time. :)

It's been months since i last posted.
Some weeks have been kinda slack,
Some weeks have been hectic.
Crazy crazy crazy crazy.
I just need a long break!!
A really long one.
Like 1 month maybe??

I've got like lots of things to say,
But i don't quite remember them? Haha.
Erm.. I think one of them would be:
It's my first time getting stuck in a lift. :)
It's a bright sunny Sunday,
After Cell group.
Like every other cells,
We tried to squeeze as many people into the lift as possible.
About... 10 of us went in?
And Yes!
The lift stopped moving like in the middle of level 8/9?
I forgot. :)

I would say it's quite funny. Whahaha.
People were panicking,
Screaming,
Shouting,
Stoning,
Calling for help?
After like 15, 20 mins help came. :)

By the way,
The actual date is 2nd of July '09.
I just need a post to fill in the April space. :D

I shall post more fake posts soon to fill up the spaces for May and Jun. :)